January 2010
31 posts
in 2009, i think i learned a lot more about myself...
December 2009
126 posts
You know when were all screaming HAPPY NEW YEAR
rawryourlife:
The americans are gona be like wtf?
It aint 12 yet
sadly, yes. yes i will.
Me: if you were any other way, such as a non-argumentative not an asshole person, I would swear you were abducted by aliens and switched for someone else.
Tyler: aliens? I was hoping I'd go out by zombie uprising.... Much more exciting.
Me: I can see you in an epic battle against the zombies in a fight for the human race :) but you're not allowed to die.
Tyler: and that's your decision?
Me: well no.... But who would I talk to at four in the morning when I can't sleep huh?
Tyler: that is a problem. I guess you would be at a loss without me then wouldn't you?
Me: sadly yes
Please don't get killed in an epic zombie...
Then who would I talk to when I can’t sleep at four in the morning, hmm?
let's just argue about it; you know it's gonna...
if i don't want to decide i just insert something...
that means that i’m not saying yes and i’m not saying no. basically, no matter what happens i’m not letting myself down, or doing something i told myself not to, or giving myself boundries. shit happens, let’s leave it at that.
"i just realized my pillow smells like you..."
well sweetheart, you are gonna have to endure it, because you can’t have your cake and eat it too.
sorry.
i've got some serious nerve.
i'm not wrong to be scared;
when you have a completely sexual relationship for so long, or when you are in a very shaky relationship where the feelings aren’t clear, you become used to that sort of situation. so when your faced with something different you dont know whether or not anything is real.
i keep questioning everything, wondering how much of it is a lie. that disappoints me. a lot. i feel like i have been...
this is not an understood fact. not for me. i know...
soon.
